ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ (1932)

Aharon Appelfeld


ื™ื’ืืœ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ.
ืžืืžื™ืŸ ื‘ืœื™ ื›ื ืกื™ื™ื”
: 4 ืžืกื•ืช ืขืœ ื”ืกื™ืคื•ืจืช ืฉืœ ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ / ื™ื’ืืœ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ. -- ืื•ืจ ื™ื”ื•ื“ื” : ื“ื‘ื™ืจ, ืชืฉ"ืข 2009.
183 ืขืž'.
    Believer without a church / Yigal Schwartz

    ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“, ื—ืชืŸ ืคืจืก ื™ืฉืจืืœ ืœืกืคืจื•ืช, ื”ื•ื ืžื”ื—ืฉื•ื‘ื™ื ืฉื‘ืกื•ืคืจื™ื ื”ื‘ืืจืฅ ื‘ืขื•ืœื. ืขื“ ื›ื” ืคื™ืจืกื ืฉืœื•ืฉื™ื ื•ืืจื‘ืขื” ืกืคืจื™ื, ื•ืืœื” ืชื•ืจื’ืžื• ืœืขืฉืจื•ืช ืฉืคื•ืช ื•ื–ื›ื• ืœื‘ื™ืงื•ืจื•ืช ื ืœื”ื‘ื•ืช ื•ืœืคืจืกื™ื ื™ื•ืงืจืชื™ื™ื ื‘ื—ืžืฉ ื™ื‘ืฉื•ืช.
    ืกืคืจื™ื• ืฉืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“ ื”ื ื’ื ืžื•ืงื“ื”ึผ ืฉืœ ื—ื™ื“ื” ืคืกื™ื›ื•ึพืชืจื‘ื•ืชื™ืช ืžืจืชืงืช: ื”ื—ื™ื“ื” ืฉืœ ื“ืคื•ืก ื”ืชืงื‘ืœื•ืชื ื•ื”ืคืจืฉื ื•ืช ืฉื ื™ืชื ื” ืœื”ื ื“ื•ื•ืงื ื›ืืŸ, ื‘ืืจืฆื•.
    ื‘ืืจื‘ืข ื”ืžืกื•ืช ื”ื›ืœื•ืœื•ืช ื‘ืžืืžื™ืŸ ื‘ืœื™ ื›ื ืกื™ื™ื” ืžืžืฉื™ืš ื”ื—ื•ืงืจ ื•ื”ืขื•ืจืš ื™ื’ืืœ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ืžื”ืœืš ืžื—ืงืจื™ ื•ื‘ืžื™ื“ื” ืจื‘ื” ื’ื ื‘ืœืฉื™ ืจื‘ึพืฉื ื™ื ืืœ ืคืชืจื•ืŸ ื”ื—ื™ื“ื” ื”ื–ืืช, ื•ื”ืคืขื ื‘ืชื‘ื ื™ืช ืžืฉื•ืœืฉืช ืฉืœ ืžืกืข ืืœ ื™ืฆื™ืจื•ืชื™ื• ื”ืžืื•ื—ืจื•ืช ื•ื”ืžืคืชื™ืขื•ืช ืฉืœ ื”ืกื•ืคืจ, ืืœ ื”ื‘ื™ื•ื’ืจืคื™ื” ืฉืœื• ื•ืืœ ื”ื’ื‘ื•ืœื•ืช ื”ื˜ืขื•ื ื™ื ืฉื‘ื™ืŸ ื‘ื“ื™ื•ืŸ ืœืžืฆื™ืื•ืช ื‘ื™ืฆื™ืจืชื•.
    ืžืืžื™ืŸ ื‘ืœื™ ื›ื ืกื™ื™ื” ื”ื•ื ืกืคืจื• ื”ืฉื ื™ ืฉืœ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ืขืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“ ืœืื—ืจ ืงื™ื ืช ื”ื™ื—ื™ื“ ื•ื ืฆื— ื”ืฉื‘ื˜, ืฉืจืื” ืื•ืจ ื‘ืฉื ืช 1996 (ื•ื‘ืื ื’ืœื™ืช ื‘-2001) ื•ืขืกืง ื‘ืฉืชื™ ื—ื˜ื™ื‘ื•ืช ื”ืกืคืจื™ื ื”ืžื•ืงื“ืžื•ืช ื‘ืžืคืขืœื• ื”ื™ืฆื™ืจืชื™ ืฉืœ ื”ืกื•ืคืจ ืขื“ ืื–.

"ื‘ืงื™ืฅ 1990 ื ื–ื“ืžื ื” ืœื™ ื”ื–ื›ื•ืช ืœืฉื”ื•ืช ืขื ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ ื•ืžืฉืคื—ืชื• ื‘ืžืจื›ื– ืœืœื™ืžื•ื“ื™ ื”ื™ื”ื“ื•ืช ืฉื‘ืื—ื•ื–ืช ื™ืืจื ื˜ื•ืŸ ื‘ืื•ืงืกืคื•ืจื“ [...] ื‘ืžืฉืš ื›ืžื” ืฉื‘ื•ืขื•ืช ื ื”ื’ื ื•, ืืคืœืคืœื“ ื•ืื ื•ื›ื™, ืœืงื“ื ืืช ื”ื‘ืงืจื™ื ื‘ื˜ื™ื•ืœื™ื ืจื’ืœื™ื™ื ืœืื•ืจืš ืื—ื“ ืžื™ื•ื‘ืœื™ ื”ืชืžื–ื” ื”ื ื•ืฉืง ืœืื—ื•ื–ื” โ€“ ื˜ื™ื•ืœื™ื ืฉื‘ืžื”ืœื›ื ืฉื•ื—ื—ื ื• ืขืœ ื“ื ื•ืขืœ ื”ื ื•ื’ื ืขืœ ื ื•ืฉืื™ื ื”ืงืฉื•ืจื™ื ื‘ื”ื•ื•ื™ื” ื”ื›ืžื•ืกื” ืฉืœ ื™ืฆื™ืจืชื•.
"ื‘ืื—ื“ ื”ื‘ืงืจื™ื, ืœืื—ืจ ืฉื—ืฆื™ื ื• ืฉื“ื” ืชื™ืจืก ืฉื”ื–ื›ื™ืจ ืœืื”ืจืŸ ืืช ืฉื“ื•ืช ื”ืชื™ืจืก ื”ืื•ืงืจืื™ื ื™ื™ื ืฉื‘ื”ื ื”ืกืชืชืจ, ื™ืœื“ ืจืš ื‘ืฉื ื™ื, ื‘ืžื”ืœืš ืžืœื—ืžืช ื”ืขื•ืœื ื”ืฉื ื™ื™ื”, ืื–ืจืชื™ ืขื•ื– ื•ืฉืืœืชื™ ืื•ืชื•, ืœื ื‘ืœื™ ืกื“ืจืช ื”ืชื ืฆืœื•ื™ื•ืช ืžืงื“ื™ืžื•ืช, ืื™ืš ื–ื” ืื™ืŸ ื‘ื›ืœ ืกืคืจื™ื• ืชื™ืื•ืจ ืฉืœ ื–ื•ื’ื™ื•ืช ืžืžืฉ ื‘ื™ืŸ ื’ื‘ืจ ื•ืื™ืฉื” ื‘ื•ื’ืจื™ื, ืขืœ ื›ืœ ืžืืคื™ื™ื ื™ื” ืฉืœ ืžืขืจื›ืช ื™ื—ืกื™ื ื›ื–ืืช. ืื”ืจืŸ ื”ืชื‘ื•ื ืŸ ื‘ื™ ื‘ืขื™ื ื™ื• ื”ืขื ืงื™ื•ืช, ืฉื”ืขื“ืฉื•ืช ืฉืœ ืžืฉืงืคื™ื• ืžื’ื“ื™ืœื•ืช ืื•ืชืŸ ืขื•ื“ ื™ื•ืชืจ, ื•ื”ืฉื™ื‘ ืœื™ ืชืฉื•ื‘ื” ืฉื›ื‘ืจ ืื– ื™ื“ืขืชื™ ื›ื™ ืชื™ื—ืจืช ื‘ืžื•ื—ื™."

    ื”ืคืขื ืžืชืžืงื“ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ื‘ืฉืœื•ืฉื”ึพืขืฉืจ ื”ืกืคืจื™ื ื”ืžืื•ื—ืจื™ื ืฉืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“, ื•ื‘ื”ื ื”ื•ื ืžืฆื‘ื™ืข ืขืœ ืฉื™ื ื•ื™ื™ื ื“ืจืžื˜ื™ื™ื ื‘ืืžื ื•ืช ื”ืกื™ืคื•ืจ ืฉืœ ืžื—ื‘ืจื ื•ื‘ืชืคื™ืกืช ื”ืื“ื ื•ื”ืขื•ืœื ื”ืขื•ืœื” ืžืžื ื”, ืœืจื‘ื•ืช ื ื˜ื™ืฉืชื• ืฉืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“ ืืช ื”ื ื•ืกื— ื”ืœื™ืจื™ึพืื™ืžืคืจืกื™ื•ื ื™ืกื˜ื™ ื”ืžืคื•ืจืกื ืฉืœื• ืœื˜ื•ื‘ืช ืกื’ื ื•ืŸ ื”ืžื‘ื•ืกืก ืขืœ ืฉื‘ืจื™ ืคืกื•ืงื™ื ื•ืจืกื™ืกื™ ื‘ื™ื˜ื•ื™ื™ื ืขืžืžื™ื™ื. ื‘ืกืคืจื™ื ืืœื”, ื›ืคื™ ืฉืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ืžืคืœื™ื ืœื”ืจืื•ืช, ืืคืœืคืœื“ ืžื›ื•ื ืŸ ืคื•ืื˜ื™ืงื” ื”ืžื’ื™ื™ืกืช ืœืชื•ื›ื” ืžืงื•ืจื•ืช ืœืฉื•ื ื™ื™ื ืงืื ื•ื ื™ื™ื ื•ืžืขืจืขืจืช ืขืœ ืชื•ืงืคื ื›ืื—ื“ โ€” ืคื•ืื˜ื™ืงื” ื”ืžืฉืงืคืช ื ืืžื ื” ืืช ืžืฆื‘ื• ืฉืœ ื”ืกื•ืคืจ ื”ื—ืฉ ื›ืžืืžื™ืŸ ื‘ืœื™ ื›ื ืกื™ื™ื”.
    ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ, ืฉื’ื ืขืจืš ื›ืžื” ืžืกืคืจื™ื• ืฉืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“, ืžื’ื™ื™ืก ืืช ื”ื™ื›ืจื•ืชื• ืขื ื”ืกื•ืคืจ ื•ืืช ื”ืชืžืฆืื•ืชื• ื”ืžื•ืคืœื’ืช ื‘ื™ืฆื™ืจื•ืชื™ื• ื›ื“ื™ ืœื”ื•ื‘ื™ืœ ืืช ื”ืงื•ืจืื™ื ืืœ ื”ืžื—ื•ื–ื•ืช ื”ืื™ื ื˜ื™ืžื™ื™ื ืฉืœ ื›ืชื‘ื™ื•. ื“ืจืš ื‘ื—ื™ื ืช ื”ืขื™ืกื•ืง ื‘ืื”ื‘ื” ื•ื‘ืžื™ื ื™ื•ืช ื‘ื™ืฆื™ืจืชื•, ื—ืงื™ืจืช ื™ื—ืกื• ืœืืžื•ื ื”, ื“ืช ื•ืžื•ื“ืจื ื™ื•ืช, ื•ื“ื™ื•ืŸ ื‘ื–ื”ื•ืชื• ื›ืกื•ืคืจ ื™ืฉืจืืœื™ ืจื•ืงื ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ื—ื•ื•ื™ื™ืช ืงืจื™ืื” ืžืขืฉื™ืจื” ื•ืžืื™ืจืช ืขื™ื ื™ื™ื ืœืงื•ืจืื™ื• ื•ืœืื•ื”ื‘ื™ื• ืฉืœ ืืคืœืคืœื“.
    ืคืจื•ืคืกื•ืจ ื™ื’ืืœ ืฉื•ื•ืจืฅ ื”ื•ื ืจืืฉ ื”ืžื—ืœืงื” ืœืกืคืจื•ืช ืขื‘ืจื™ืช ื•ืจืืฉ ืžื›ื•ืŸ "ื”ืงืฉืจื™ื" ืœื—ืงืจ ื”ืกืคืจื•ืช ื•ื”ืชืจื‘ื•ืช ื”ื™ื”ื•ื“ื™ืช ื•ื”ื™ืฉืจืืœื™ืช ื‘ืื•ื ื™ื‘ืจืกื™ื˜ืช ื‘ืŸึพื’ื•ืจื™ื•ืŸ ื‘ื ื’ื‘. ืกืคืจื™ื• ื”ืื—ืจื™ื ื‘ื”ื•ืฆืืช "ื“ื‘ื™ืจ": ืžื” ืฉืจื•ืื™ื ืžื›ืืŸ: ืกื•ื’ื™ื•ืช ื‘ื”ื™ืกื˜ื•ืจื™ื•ื’ืจืคื™ื” ืฉืœ ื”ืกืคืจื•ืช ื”ืขื‘ืจื™ืช ื”ื—ื“ืฉื” (2005), ืฉื–ื›ื” ื‘ืคืจืก ืœืกืคืจื™ ืžื•ืคืช ืžื˜ืขื ืฉืจืช ื”ื—ื™ื ื•ืš, ื•ื”ื™ื“ืขืช ืืช ื”ืืจืฅ ืฉื ื”ืœื™ืžื•ืŸ ืคื•ืจื—: ื”ื ื“ืกืช ื”ืื“ื ื•ืžื—ืฉื‘ืช ื”ืžืจื—ื‘ ื‘ืกืคืจื•ืช ื”ืขื‘ืจื™ืช ื”ื—ื“ืฉื” (2007), ืฉืขืชื™ื“ ืœืจืื•ืช ืื•ืจ ื’ื ื‘ืื ื’ืœื™ืช, ื‘ืื™ื˜ืœืงื™ืช ื•ื‘ืกื™ื ื™ืช.

ืชื•ื›ืŸ ื”ืขื ื™ื™ื ื™ื:

    ืคืชื— ื“ื‘ืจ (ืขืž' 9)
ืคืจืง ืจืืฉื•ืŸ:     ืคืชืื•ื ืื”ื‘ื” : ืขืœ ืื”ื‘ื” ื•ืžื™ื ื™ื•ืช ื‘ื™ืฆื™ืจืชื• ืฉืœ ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ (ืขืž' 17)
ืคืจืง ืฉื ื™:         ื•ืื ื• ื’ื•ืจืฉื ื• ืžืฉื ื‘ืœื ืฉื™ืืžืจ ืื™ืฉ ืฆืื• : ืฉื ื™ ืขื™ื‘ื•ื“ื™ื ืœื˜ืจืื•ืžื” (ื‘ื™ื•ื’ืจืคื™ืช) ืื—ืช ื‘ื›ืชื‘ื™ื• ืฉืœ ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ (ืขืž' 53)
ืคืจืง ืฉืœื™ืฉื™:     ืžืืžื™ืŸ ื‘ืœื™ ื›ื ืกื™ื™ื” : ื ื•ืฉื ื•ืกื’ื ื•ืŸ ื‘ืคืจื•ื–ื” ื”ืžืื•ื—ืจืช ืฉืœ ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ (ืขืž' 101)
ืคืจืง ืจื‘ื™ืขื™:     ืœื ืขืœ ื”ื’ืœื•ืช ื‘ืื™ืจื•ืคื” ื”ื•ื ื›ื•ืชื‘, ืืœื ืขืœื™ื ื•, ื›ืืŸ ื‘ื™ืฉืจืืœ : ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ ื›ืกื•ืคืจ ื™ืฉืจืืœื™ (ืขืž' 137)
    ื‘ื™ื‘ืœื™ื•ื’ืจืคื™ื” (ืขืž' 159)
    ืžืคืชื— ื™ืฆื™ืจื•ืช ื”ืกืคืจื•ืช ืฉืœ ืื”ืจืŸ ืืคืœืคืœื“ (ืขืž' 173)
    ืžืคืชื— ืื™ืฉื™ื ื•ื™ืฆื™ืจื•ืช ืกืคืจื•ืช (ืขืž' 179)

 

 

 

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